I'd received 3 bad news continuously.
- School overloaded teachers so need to get rid 2 temporary teachers. I'm one of them who was asked to leave.
- Education course interview. I'm not one of them who was being selected.
- USM incident. Because of some technical problems my name from being selected become being deleted. [What kind of excuse is this??]
I'd already book my flight ticket to Penang. I'd already bought a big luggage. I'd already started to do preparation. But in the end, everything turns into emptiness. I wasted my energy. I wasted my time. And most of all, I wasted money. [Sorry to daddy]
Why why why?? Why every not good things that happened always sure will involved me?? Can anybody tell me why?? Haiz.
Dear God. Did I do anything wrong to receive these punishments?? I'm sorry if I did. I hereby sincerely apologize. I promise that I'll try to change. I really will. Please forgive me and give me a chance to change.
I hope that 3 weeks later, the name lists that UPU release will have my name. I hope that I'm being selected to either university to study either course. Please don't leave me behind.
I hope to receive good news. I don't hope to receive anymore bad news. Cause I can't stand it anymore. Please please please.
I sincerely praying for your kindness help. Thanks.