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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Questions questions questions

Why why why?? Tell me why?? Why am I so unlucky this year?? I feel like falling from heaven to hell. I feel like life is fooling me. I... I... I'm speechless already.

I'd received 3 bad news continuously.
  1. School overloaded teachers so need to get rid 2 temporary teachers. I'm one of them who was asked to leave.
  2. Education course interview. I'm not one of them who was being selected.
  3. USM incident. Because of some technical problems my name from being selected become being deleted. [What kind of excuse is this??]

I'd already book my flight ticket to Penang. I'd already bought a big luggage. I'd already started to do preparation. But in the end, everything turns into emptiness. I wasted my energy. I wasted my time. And
most of all, I wasted money. [Sorry to daddy]

Why why why?? Why every not good things that happened always sure will involved me?? Can anybody tell me why?? Haiz.

Dear God. Did I do anything wrong to receive these punishments?? I'm sorry if I did. I hereby sincerely apologize. I promise that I'll try to change. I really will. Please forgive me and give me a chance to change.

I hope that 3 weeks later, the name lists that UPU release will have my name. I hope that I'm being selected to either university to study either course. Please don't leave me behind.

I hope to receive good news. I don't hope to receive anymore bad news. Cause I can't stand it anymore. Please please please.

I sincerely praying for your kindness help. Thanks.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Life Is A Gift

Before you think of saying an unkind word,
Think of someone who can't speak...

Before you complain about the taste of your food,
Think of someone who has nothing to eat...

Before you complain about your husband or wife,
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion...

Before you complain about life,
Think of someone who went too early to heaven...

Before you complain about your children,
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep,
Think of the people who are living in the streets...

Before whining about the distance you drive,
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet..

When you are tired and complain about your job,
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job...

Before you think of pointing the fingers or condemning another,
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker...

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down,
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around...

A Teacher's Lesson

There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same.

But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers.

At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.

Teddy's first grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners...he is a joy to be around."

His second grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is an excellent student, well liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle."

His third grade teacher wrote, "His mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best but his father doesn't show much interest and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken."

Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and sometimes sleeps in class."

By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself. She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in beautiful ribbons and bright paper, except for Teddy's. His present which was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper that he got from a grocery bag.

Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one quarter full of perfume. But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist.

Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long enough to say, "Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my Mom used to." After the children left she cried for at least an hour. On that very day, she quit teaching reading, and writing, and arithmetic. Instead, she began to teach children..

Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy. As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded. By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, despite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one her "teacher's pets."

A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life. Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy. He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honors. He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Then four more years passed and yet another letter came.. This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had. But now his name was a little longer -- the letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, M.D.

The story doesn't end there. You see, there was yet another letter that spring. Teddy said he'd met this girl and was going to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit in the place at the wedding that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom. Of course, Mrs. Thompson did. And guess what? She wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing. And she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together.

They hugged each, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear, "Thank you Mrs. Thompson for believing in me. Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference."

Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back. She said, "Teddy, you have it all wrong. You were the one who taught me that I could make a difference. I didn't know how to teach until I met you."


端午节到了... 吃粽子呀!祝大家端午节快乐!幸福安康!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009



Tuesday, May 26, 2009






当她不爱你的时候,也一定要祝福她。有了爱,便不该有恨,因为曾经有爱,有爱的日子里是快乐的,有缘在一起也是快乐,有过快乐有过爱,就不会再 有恨。她失去的是一个爱她的人,而你失去了一个不爱你的人,却得到了一个重新生活、重新去爱的机会。请你深深呼吸,一生的路上,铺满了爱的花蕾,总有那么 一朵属于你,花儿虽多,却没有重复的一朵,这是生生世世早已经注定的。






Ice Cream

If I get the chance to have either one of these ice cream sure I'll feel reluctant want to eat it. It's too cute.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Teachers Day Dinner

Now I'm writing about last night's Teachers Day Dinner which was held at the Sarawak Club. It was a very great dinner indeed.

For the first time I went to a formal dinner with principal and teachers them. I'm feeling exciting and a bit bit nervous too. Hehe.

Ermm. The teachers' dressing were very beautiful, especially the morning session's female teachers. The food was nice. And, Cikgu William told us many funny jokes.

Chew Yong, Pn Tiong, Jackqueline, me and Chong

Once again thanks to Ms Wee for inviting me to this dinner.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Teachers Day Dinner Invitation

Oh ya. Forgot a thing. Just now when I'm paying bills, I received a call from school. Ms Wee invites me to tomorrow's night Teachers Day dinner which is held at the Sarawak Club.

Thanks, Ms Wee.

My Busy Day

This afternoon after sending my brother to school, I accompanied mummy go to bank to renew her fix deposit account. Since my personal account is also in the same bank, so I also updated my account book. Then I realized that the government already payback my last month's salary.

If I would still continue with my temporary teaching now, every month I'll get RM1700+. But because of a dishonest teacher, I lost my job. Then automatically I lost my 2 months' salaries too. Cause I can teach till the end of June and continue with my further studies in July. Damn.

After that, I followed mummy to supermarket and bought some fruits for tomorrow's temple praying use.

Later, we paid our bills at the post office before going home.

What a busy day for me. Tiring.

Thursday, May 21, 2009




微笑: 如果你一直使自己的情绪处于低落的状态,例如你肩膀下垂、走起路来双腿仿佛有千斤重似的,那么你就真会觉得情绪很差。你要是一脸哭相,没有人愿意理睬你。 那么要怎样改变呢?很简单,你只要深吸口气,抬起头来挺起胸,脸上露出微笑,并摆出生龙活虎的架势就行了。微笑和打哈欠同样会传染的,如果你真诚地对一个 人展颜而笑,他实在无法对你生气。






分享:一个人问上帝:“为什么天堂里的人快乐,而地狱里的人却不呢?”于是上帝带他来到地狱,他 看到许多人围坐在一口大锅前,锅里煮着美味的食物,可每个人都又饿又失望,因为他们手里的勺子太长,没法把食物送到自己口中。接着,他们又来到天堂,这里 的勺子也很长,可是人们用勺子把食物送到了别人的嘴里。与别人分享快乐可以使快乐永驻。



Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I'm Angry

This morning I went back to St Thomas School to get my New South Wales Competition (ICAS) certificate. Finally. Thanks God.

I've been waiting this certificate for almost half a year already. Why?? It is because of an irresponsible teacher. He told me many lies and fool me many times. Damn.

Then afternoon I followed my parents went to clean my old house at Tabuan Laru cause got people want to rent it starting next month onwards.

We'd already left this house empty for over 3 years eversince my youngest aunt and my grandma moved to their new house at Tabuan Jaya.

Hmmm... I think that's all for what I want to write about today.

Monday, May 18, 2009

1B Class

A student in 1B class says that I only care for my 2B class's students. Hmmm...

To this little girl, she knows who she is. Hehe. I miss your class a lots too. Everyday I'll hear you all mumbling to me about your new moral teacher. After listening to those just makes me feel more missing you all.

Even though I'm not your teacher already but I'll still continue helping you all. I'm glad that the Moral notes which I emailed to you all did help much in the studies.

I can't remember well every student's name in this class cause I only get to see them 3 periods per week. But, I can still manage to remember some.

Especially this little gal -- Desnee Hung [She's the little girl I mentioned above] She'll chat with me in MSN whenever she's online. Nearly every night I think.

Ermm... She's a very gentle and polite girl who had just being nominated to be the new assistant class monitor. Congratulations!!

Your form teacher nominated you among all your classmates means that she trusts you. Try not to disappoint her. Just do your job and help Brenda when she's busy. You don't need to bother about what some people had said about you behind your back. They are just feeling jealous to you. I think so. And, thank you very much for teaching me how to change my blog's layout the other day. Thanks, Desnee. ^^

Other students which I remembered.
  • Amy Su
She admires me for having so many emoticons in my MSN.

  • Angelina Tan
She scores the highest marks for my Moral subject in Ringkas 1 exam.

Keep up the good job.

  • Brenda Chan
She's this 1B class's head monitor.

On my last day of teaching, you pinched my hand. Ouch!! It hurts.

  • Bryan Wee
He's a member of Red Crescent.

Next time please read carefully the instructions before you start answering the question paper cause if not you might lost many marks.

  • Chai Xinjie
Damien says me and her looks alike. Is it??

  • Chong Jia Yi
She likes to help me to copy Moral notes on the blackboard.

Thanks, Jia Yi. And, Xinjie too. I appreciate it.

  • Chang Yeyen
She's active in asking questions which she don't understand.

Good reacts.

  • Damien Sim
He's the former assistant monitor with a loud voice and may be rude sometimes.

Please change your behaviour if can.

  • Derrick Boh
He's quite a daring boy. Students say he feels reluctant to me the most. Is it??

  • Edna Wee, Mr Wee's youngest daughter
Like her elder sister, she's very active in Chinese things.

Your Chinese calligraphy's writting is very neat and nice. I love it.

  • Ignatius Jee
He's quite a blur boy.

  • Jacinda Sim
She's a troublesome girl who always get pink form.

Please be a good girl. Don't bully other students and tell lies to teachers anymore. And, the most important thing is respect your teachers. Please remember what you've promised Ms Wee.

  • Jason Heu, 2B class Sarah Heu's younger brother
He's quite a forgetful boy who sometimes forget to bring my Moral book to school.

  • Jessie Su
She's a Wushu girl.

  • Joshua Chen
He sits besides Jason Heu in class but will always change place with Kian Ming during my Moral class.

I think it's better for you to go to check your eyesight. Maybe it's time for you to change a new spectacles already.

  • Lai Kian Ming
He's a boy who likes to smile to everybody.

  • Ng Miaw Ling
She's a good and quiet girl in class.

  • Ryan Kerry Jee
He's a member of swimming club and a boy who likes to say hello to me in class.

Many people say you sang well during the teachers' day nomination. Too bad I have class. If not I'll go to the school hall and see you sing personally.

  • Ting Jia Hie
She's a hardworking girl who will do finish all the Moral homework that I gave in class.

Other students which I can't remembered.

I'm very sorry cause my memory not very good. Please forgive me. And, exam starts on the day after tomorrow. All the best to all of you. Good luck. ^^

Sunday, May 17, 2009

2B Class

This few nights I've been continuously dreaming about my students in my dreams. Maybe it's because I too miss them already.

Especially my 2B class's students. I used to see them everyday in school when I was a temporary teacher. I teach them Bahasa Malaysia, one of the important subjects. But now, I'd stopped my teaching already and there's another teacher replacing me teaching them. I do hope that they can still maintain their good results.

Talking about 2B class. These are those students that I really miss and never ever will forget. I'll cherished all the sweet memories we went through deep inside my heart. They're the best students that I've ever taught.

Ermm... First of all of cause is my dear student -- Gan Xin Yee. She's a state swimmer. I think so. And, one of the Top 10 students in class. She likes sports a lots. A very active girl indeed. Her ambition is to become a lawyer cause she says she likes to scold people. Her idols are Taylor Swift [She hopes she could become beautiful like her] and Michael Phelps [She hopes she could swim faster like him] She likes Mickey Mouse cause she says he's very cute but her favorite is Spongebob Squarepants.

I've already forgotten since when did I start becoming very close with her but what I know is wherever she is sure you can hear laughters. Hmmm...

Then, her buddies.
  • Au Yong Leng Wai
She's a very gentle girl with soft voice.

  • Chua Xiao Hui
She's a very good girl and one of the school prefect.

  • Karen Sim
She's a very funny girl who likes to laugh a lots.

  • Kuek Su Bun
She's a very tall girl who likes to read books and one of the school prefect too.

  • Ling Hsin Nie
She's a very daring girl and will always quarrel with Xin Yee for fun.

  • Loh Mei Gee
She's a very straight forward girl who would say out everything that she's thinking inside her mind.

  • Melinda Chong
She's a good speaker especially in Chinese and she won the 1st Runner Up prize in the inter school poetry competition. She's also this 2B class's head monitor.

  • Oh Jia Xin
She's also one of the school prefect and a member of the school choir team. She can plays the piano very well. A Grade 8 pianist.

  • Pui Rou Hui
She's a small size girl who cares about others very much.

  • Sarah Heu
She's a scout girl who involves actively in all the activities organized.

There's some other more but it would takes me some times if I want to mention finish all of them. I'll just say that each and every of them are unique to me. I do miss them a lots.

Exam starts on next Wednesday. The first paper is Bahasa Malaysia paper 2.
I wish all the best to all of you. Good luck. ^^

Saturday, May 16, 2009


Finally I'd learnt how to change my blog's layout. Thanks to a student of mine, Desnee Hung and a friend of mine, Fiona Sie for teaching me.

Thanks, girls.

Monday, May 11, 2009

I'm Disappointed

Today the name list asking students to attend interview on Education Course had released. Some of my friend were being selected except me. I feel kind of disappointed. Haiz. But never mind. It's okay. I hope that I'll being selected to study in USM, Penang cause it's my dream university. Its name list will be released on the 3rd week of June.

Praying hard.

Hello World

I always hear people say blogging blogging blogging. So I create a blog too. Hehe. Nothing much to say for the first time. Just drop by to say I'm new.