I'm Leaving Soon

After a few days of busy with preparation, finally it's time for me to leave Kuching. Starting tomorrow onwards, I'm going to start another new journey.

I'm Being Selected to UKM Bangi

Busy till now just have free time to sit down and rest. This morning I went to Bank Simpanan Nasional to buy my PTPTN pin number. Then afternoon I went to Bank Islam to open an account.

I'm being selected to UKM Bangi and I'm being offered the course that I want to study -- Bachelor of Arts with Honours in English Language Studies.

Knock Knock Loving You [敲敲爱上你]

Finished watching another drama.

Synopsis

Cheng Xue Ge had lived a comfort life and never knew the dark side of human nature until his father’s company bankrupted. In order to restore the company, he must learn from his archrival, Yao Zi Wang, the ins and outs of being a shrewd, successful businessman. While working closely together, he slowly realizes her coldblooded ruthlessness was only a front to protect her battered heart. But before he could sort out his feelings about her, another man, Zhao Guan Xi, already has his eyes on her business talent and her hand in marriage.

Cast

Dylan Kuo as Cheng Xue Ge

Wu Ya Xin as Yao Zi Wang

Ming Dao as Zhao Guan Xi

P/s:

Ermm... This movie not so bad. It teaches us to appreciate people besides us cause we won't know that he or she might be our future partner who was send by God to us. We should feel with our heart and don't ever lose that good chance.

最后一次

Background Story

一位17岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作。没有人知道这个女孩的名字，但是大家能确认的是这个女孩已经死了。

有一对感情非常好的小情侣，双方家长都非常满意对方，准备大学毕业就结婚。正当高三开学的时候，学校体检检查出女孩血蛋白有异常。之后去医院检查，查出患有一种非常稀见的隐形皮肤遗传病。这种病越严重皮肤就会越嫩，最后会因为皮肤太嫩承受不了肌肉同血管的压力而撑裂。虽然无得医，但男生同双方家长都要求女生住院，就算没得医都要尽量活得长些。当医生确定断其生命小于一年的时候，女生好像被恐惧的笼罩着，每天把自己关在房间里不见别人。只有每天早晚同男生出去看日出日落，然后开始写日记。很努力的记录着自己过去的日子。当时间所剩无几的时候，当女生写到某一次同男生出街的时候，女生发现笔下的文字，绝大多都是自己同男生一起经历的事。男生已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分。于是女生决定留份礼物给男生。几个星期过去了……女生已经做好了这首歌的曲和词。就赶紧叫朋友帮忙录歌。已经病入膏盲的女生，只要喉咙和皮肤用大力都会出血，但女生都坚持要自己唱。当这首歌出来之后，女生竟然要求使用安乐死。这是女生早就打算好了的想法。当女生将要离开人世时，女生对男生讲了一句话：“我再也看不见日出啦！不过我不怕，因为有你陪着……我爱你。” 因为女生最喜欢做的事情就是看日出，所以男生决定要走遍有日出的地方，将每一个地方的日出都送给女生。2008年年头，男生在一次上山看日出的时候，失足堕山。别人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪，而然相片入面，朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨。

Lyrics
#在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

思走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

Repeat #

Repeat #

我 永远 爱你

P/s:
My tears drop after listening to this song. The lyrics very touching.

Saberkas [12/6/09]

This whole afternoon, I went out with teacher -- Pn Tiong, former colleague -- Chong and friends -- Chew Yong and Gary. We had lunch together then did surveys on laptops and handphones.

Among all, I have interests in Dell Studio 1435
and Sony Ericsson C905.

P/s:

I hope daddy allows me to buy. Hehe.

My Queen [败犬女王]

“现在的我已经不怕孤单。拥有幸福，我找到了深爱的那份力量，找到了可以为他流泪，也可以为他笑的人。我想就这样谈着恋爱也可以。败犬或胜犬都无所谓。不需要在乎别人的眼光。最重要的是，你自己觉得快不快乐呢？因为幸福的标准，应该有自己决定。
谁说单身就是败犬。
因为在他心里，我就是女王……”

It's the ending of this drama -- My Queen [败犬女王]

Synopsis

Shan Wu Shuang, a leading female reporter, successful and independent at the ‘marriageable’ age of 33 years and six months. She works harder than any man in her office and works double hard to make sure she portrays the strong woman that she isn’t. After getting hurt from her previous relationship –- her boyfriend proposed but disappeared before their wedding day, she sworn never to get emotional again. Well, that is until she meets Lucas, a young 25 year old sporty guy whom runs a website, taking in assignments from dressing up as santa to queuing up for tickets for anyone at a small fee. They met when Wu Shuang rushes to the office in a bid to win cover page for her minster scandal news report. She grabs his bicycle. Lucas notices and chases after her and that’s how the story starts. Accidents happen whenever she’s at work and he’s always there to save her. Slowly, Lucas sees through Wu Shuang’s cold exterior but warm heart and finds himself drawn to her kind nature. And, Wu Shuang finds herself falling for this little boy who takes care of her everytime and seems to be the only one who sees through her tough exterior. Through him, she learns being weak and admitting it isn’t wrong at all.

Cast

Ethan Ruan as Lucas

Cheryl Yang as Shan Wu Shuang
Wen Sheng Hao as Song Yun Hao
Yang Ya Zhu as Han Jia Jia

旅行

“原来旅行有一百种样子
比如不停前进
享受忽略身旁美丽的奢侈
有时停止是为了捉住
能够怀念一辈子的事
你可以收藏
和珍爱的人共渡的时光
但一个人
也有用孤独换取快乐的方式
旅行 有一百种样子
或许是标记一段故事的休止
或许 是遇见下一章诗篇的开始”

人生，梦想

“人生的过程
就是一个梦想
连接着另外一个梦想
如果你有被搁置的梦想的话
赶快实现它吧
或许我们都将找到
继续前进的动力和意义咯”

婚姻

“婚姻不是绑住幸福的工具
我看过太多人
为了结婚而结婚
但现实生活中
结婚不是结局
反而是考验的开始

不要为了结婚而结婚
结婚证书它只是可以证明
你有另外一半
但是它不可能保证你
下半辈子会是快乐的”

男人和女人说谎最大的差别

“永远不要对女人说谎
因为我们一眼就可以看穿了
你知道男人和女人
说谎最大的差别在哪里吗？
男人说谎
是要让自己觉得好过
而女人说谎呢
是要让对方好过
我们选择欺骗
是因为不想伤害深爱的人
我们不是故意的
只是没有伤害对方的勇气
所以才隐藏真正的答案”

P/s:
I copied it down from a movie dialog.

I'm Looking Forward For A Better Tomorrow

Time passed really fast. It has been a week since the USM mistaken incident happened. How's the research results going on already?? I'm not interested in it anymore. What I want to know now is where am I going to further my studies?? Cause this is more important.

My dreams to study in USM is gone already. I have no fate to study there. But I'm not going to stop here. I want to walk out from my sadness and look forward.

A friend of mine asked me to pray hard to God. As long I'm sincerely, my prayers would be listened. I need to change all my worries to power and energy.

It's Totally Ridiculous

Have you read today's newspaper?? 理大开4574学生“玩笑”

“技术上的错误” This is the explanation that USM gave us 4574 students and our parents after making us feeling happy for being selected to study in their university but in the next minute tell us that our names are not in the selected students name list. It's a “美丽的误会” What the?? Damn.

P/s:
To USM. Do you think it's funny to fool us?? What you did was just apologizing and push every responsibility to the computer system. But for me you're totally an irresponsible university. Shame on you to be listed as a “顶级大学”